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Dec 8, 2020

Bonnie and Rajeev explore the anti lgbtq stance of the Adventist church; a stance that is built upon biblical literalism even though a deeper exploration reveals the bible is not anti-loving relationships or sex...but it is clearly anti woman in many places. 

Join Bonnie and Rajeev for a careful look at the hostile...

Nov 10, 2020

Bonnie and Rajeev reflect on the current times - a pandemic, a recent major election and a new president-elect. All this made them think of things they miss, including things they miss about Adventism. Fond memories flow but yield way to the shadow side at every turn. 

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Oct 12, 2020

Bonnie and Rajeev have an excellent and disturbing conversation with Katherine Stewart. Katherine Stewart has been reporting at the intersection of religion, politics, policy, and education for over a decade. She has been on:

Sep 5, 2020

Bonnie and Rajeev are joined by their son Julian. Julian is in his late 20's and a graduate of UC Davis and has studied ancient languages and cultures. The three remember nightmares, feelings of security as one of the chosen and many bizarre attempts at logic to make sense of End Times teachings in the Seventh-day...

Aug 10, 2020

Bonnie and Rajeev discuss the dynamics of feeling alone in community. Where one feels isolated and abnormal, forced to pretend to be accepted. Being fully authentic in SDA community is nearly impossible.

As ex Seventh-day Adventists (SDA), Bonnie and Rajeev reflect back and find it is both troubling and re-traumatizing....